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In the midnight hour, she cried - "more, more, more."
Listening to: Rebel Yell - Billy Idol
Feeling: Overwhelmed
My heads over flowing with random thoughts, expectations, and ideas.
I'm exhausting myself thinking about everything so much that I can't even sleep.
And because I'm thinking so much, I can't function normally in a social setting of any kind and I feel like I'm going through the motions, "Hello how are you? Good. How are you? That's great."
Everything I say and do is embarrassing, now... I feel I'm acting more and more like my age. Which I hate.
If anyone ever told me I act like a 16 year old, I think I'd die a little bit inside.
I won't lie.
I'm just out of it. This week hasn't been too good to me. Hopefully I'll be back to normal soon.